Wednesday, March 4, 2009
ALL I NEED IS COKE
My moods have been on a rollercoaster ride today. Pleased,exultant,disappointed,frustrated,vexed,upset.
PLUS,my menses cramp is really killing me.
I'm at a point where giving up is a very tempting option.
Too many things happened last week,including this week.
I've been holding in my temper and containing the disappointment deep inside.
And my patience has its limits yes.
I don't know whether I should turn GREEN,
go berserk and destroy all the things around me or just scream.
Damn,I've been breaking down for the past few days.
I must say momma is my greatest ally.
I guess she knows me too well.
She knows that i'm pent up with rage and
disappointment inside even though i don't show it.
Surprisingly, she knows what's the cause of my sudden change.
Love you mum and thanks for being there for me.
I feel like screaming CHAOBEY!!!! Hahs...i've no idea why.
This particular word can make me laugh in just a sec.
Its from the movie Billu Barber.
'Chaobey ji ready...?? Haan, READY! READY!!'
Mampeace! Hahahs!!! Only those who have watched this movie
will be able to comprehend what i've just blurted out.
p.s. I seriously have no idea what is really happening and your silence tells me something.
I could sense that something is really not right.I'd really appreciate it
if you can tell me what's been bothering your mind.
And if i've done or said anything to hurt you
without me realising it..
I'm sincerely
sorry..
Peace Out
CheekyBabe ♥
1:53 AM
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