Monday, March 23, 2009
Guess who's back?! Ouh its the crappy guy! When was the last time i saw this moron? Errrrrr...Ha! Now i remember, it was last year .We actually bumped into each other at woodlands interchange and pretended not to see each other?Yeah,exactly..
Okay let's do a quick recap,shall we? So,we were good friends at first.Had lotsa a fun together..we shared stories,problems and we used to chat over the phone till dawn,like thrice a week.He started to vex me by asking me to be his,when i've made it clear to him countless of times that we can never be more than friends.
He even told me this once,''Look yana, if my heart does break,i won't blame you.Its my choice and decision to wait for you and put high hopes on you.Watever happens,i'll accept it." WHAT A BORING LINE! I didn't wanna make him wait any longer cos i know we can never and will never ever be together.
So i told him i' ve someone on my mind and thats when he started to rant his anger and blame me for everything.What kinda shit is that? Ey hello, you're already 18 and yet you are behaving like a 5 yr old down sydrome kid. MAMPOS...Gone case!! So this is what he texted me last night:
'Heys yana..erm i duno if u still use dis numba n even if u do,
i duno if u'll ever reply me..ermm anw its (his name) here.
Hope u still rmbr me.Sumhow,i tot i saw u the other day n
ever since then,i've been wondering how u're doing.Well
actually,i've been wondering abt u for quite sumtime now.
U looked good btw,like always.Anw there's alot more i'd like
to say but its okay if u dun wanna reply.I'd understand but i
owe u a few apologies n i was hoping maybe we'd get back on
talking terms.So yea.. :) '
How JUVENILE...GOD needs to bless this kid. "i owe u a few apologies"?? Do you need a tight slap or what?! OMG! My blood is PUMPING 12 times faster now! If i ever reply his msg, he's gonna start another DRAMA! So decision made. Just ignore,yes..dont bother.
Apart from this jerk..MY EX!! omg he's fucking irritating!! I swear he made my blood pumped 24 times faster this morning.I'm not gonna continue cos it will only ruin my night.I don't understand why this people can't lead their own life.I mean i'm better off being single.Life's good,i now have more freedom! less heartbreaking moments! And i can do watever i want!
I just need a break from the previous relationship.Don't get me wrong.Till today i still don't know what's the definition of true love.For now, just lay it off..I'm just not prepared to be in a relationship.I think i should never get married! Cos i will drive my hubby insane! Hehehs
Okay liyana now stop rambling abt jerks. I must say the D&D at FULLERTON HOTEL was awesome!! Dresscode: WILD WILD WEST.So that was my first time dressing up like a COWGIRL! Yeeeeeeeeeeha'!
I felt superr awkward at first with the cowboy hat on and shirt tucked in.And the bloody photographer just can't get his camera off me.I guess i looked too sexay in that skinny jeans and white top. No? Hmm...what if i carry a whip with me,better? hahahs!!
I was even called up on stage...Whoaaaaaaaaaa damn PAISEY!! But who gives a *tooot*, i was mentally prepared so i had to be shameless and walked up the stage with that confident & arrogant look.Hahs!! But deep inside i was shivering n sweating,hoping i wun stumble with my words.Ahh thank god,i did well.Dramaqueen what..what do you expect?Lol!
